My life has flashed before my eyes many times before...

Though there's not much to look at, there are still pictures, memories, music, and thoughts I recall from my past but that's about it. Everything else seems like a big long gray blur.

-interjection-

I just watched the movie Fireproof and it was amazing. If you're struggling in your relationship, I highly suggest this movie. Wow.

-getting back-

the reason why I mention this all is because I'm leaving for college soon and lately, I've just been mentally "not there." I don't feel God's presence around me and I don't feel secure in my being. I'm afraid when I leave here, things will pass over as if I was just there and gone. Then what?

I'll be back soon to write more abou this..